DAMMIT !!!!!!!!

where the hell am i going to hang out now ? ;_;

it’s totally lame, but with all my anxiety and agoraphobia and all that dumb stuph my brain does that it shouldn’t, starbucks was one of the few places i really felt relaxed.. something to do with the warm smell of coffee beans, the sound of the milk frothing and the quiet little corners – not to mention the tastiest coffee in this one horse town !!

i’m having visions of myself sitting with pox or ange in hudsons feeling awkward and out of sorts..

*wails into pillow*

why why WHY ?!?@! ((